Passion for Music culminated by Love

I love Music.

Among many passions I have ever had in my life, I realize music possesses my highest desire! Nothing is comparable to music, and I deem music is the purest thing originates for many other human's passions. Music is able to delight or depress me depends on which song I listen to. It's just a mysterious power! I think I have a good sense of music though, once I'm in the right mood for a song, I can easily stay in trance for it for a long time. I can be able to feel the beauty of a single piece of note or the rhythm if my concentration reaches its top. I like writing, and each time I plan to write something, I often listen to a collection of songs in search for writing inspiration. Most of the times I find what I wanna find!

Talking about the beauty of a song, empirically, there are songs just are subtle over your mind and you do not feel it for the first time listening. But suddenly when you are in the middle of something, sentences of a lyrics cross by your mind and make you notice, then that song will go inside you quickly. You might feel nonsense for a given song at first, but you can never anticipate if it really is not meant for you later on. This phenomenon happens to me quite often. Be flexible and opened! Many people know me also know that I once proclaimed I would only enjoy Rock music as my essence of life. I used to think Rock is the one and only genre merits listening to. Oh yeah, how superficial I was haha :P. Since I learn to enjoy the life more, surprisingly, I find out beside Rock, there are many many other genres should try or else my life is worthless. Pop, Jazz, Country, Folk and so on, even Rap. All are fantastic!

I have the habit to listen to music alone. If you have ever read a novel of Japanese author Haruki Murakami, South of the border - West of the Sun, you will see me as the protagonist of that novel, Hajime, at least for the habit to enjoy music. Hajime is partial to immerse himself into his own world with full of books and music and other interests where no one can trespass. So do I! I wanna be alone with the fear that others could ruin my peaceful ambiance music brings. As time flies, I gradually lessen this extreme point of view and let other good friends enjoy music with me. I had one beautiful night sharing the music during the last summer short trip with my best friends, it was a very nice experience ever. But that kind of friend is rare, like one or two only.

Also, I reckon lovers don't really need to be harmonious in the taste of music 'cos each can enjoy himself/herself lonely and separately. My ex-girlfriends don't have same taste with me, and we never listen together something. Actually I cannot stand for her music and neither she can. But, it is just fine to me. Why need her to share? Anyway, all of the sudden, my Sweetheart shows me that if a couple can share the feeling of music, it's just a platonic love.

Well, talking back to the novel aforementioned, the content just fits our affair well. Hajime is an extremely introvert thinker who always lives lonely and does things with his discretion. He is too protective for his private life. But eventually he finds he can share everything, include music, with his girl, Shimamoto, and they are childhood friends. Over the time, they lose each other for many many years and only after they are adults could they reunite. Basically, it is just same to me and my Sweetheart. We lost each other 11 years ago---shorter than the time Hajime and Shimamoto have--- but luckily I can catch her again now :P. The babyish affection still retains and enhances into a higher level, known as Love.

It is an ineffable feeling when I find out we are like-minded, in many extents: viewpoints, habits, hobbies, life-styles... almost everything. I never expect my girl must be alike with me 'cos I know each person has his/her own personality, but the more similar we are, of course the better. Now I believe if a couple is maladjusted each other and they cannot find things in common, sooner or later they won't not have a very happy ending. My conclusion is applicable in most of the cases, as I base on plenty of people's love stories. The most common explanation for many breakups simply is "mismatch", but what does mismatch really mean? No one cares about it until they break up. So yeah! It's my experience that I should fathom the girl I target out first, then decide to take thing seriously with her or not. A couple who don't have time to discover each other and hastily jump into love would end up nothing. The prerequisite for a solid, long-term affair should be like-mindedness between lovers, I suppose. Maybe I and my Sweetheart are coeval so we can understand as well as sympathize each other well. At least, we have no conflict stems from age differences yet, like other couples. Age differences create viewpoint differences you know.

Opps... seem like I'm misleading. Okay, music again. It's true that since I fall in love with my Sweetheart, she helps culminate my passion for music. Naturally, we share our music even our tastes are not the same. But unconsciously I open my mind to accept her music, also accept me to try them. I realize she has a good sense of music, too, or maybe even better than me. Her taste is rather refined. Songs recommended by her are all good, most of them are love songs. Cute. I love them, very much.

Greater than just listening to music together, Sweetheart sings for me! She is my unique singer. Oh my Goddess, it's wonderful if you can conquer a girl who can sing :D. She loves singing and hearing her songs now becomes my daily habit. Some songs she sings I cannot find consonant if I listen to other professional singers' performances with the shortage of love as additional taste she offers :P. I feel harmony exists between us in music. Each song she sings, she also indicates which sentences of lyrics are cute or meaningful to her, or explains the meaning of the song for me. I feel like she touches my sense of music and inspires it so that I can feel the songs deeper. Her magnetic voice enthralls me, brings me back to the childhood when I lived peacefully. It is a very pleasant feeling after all, to immerse totally into the world of rhythm.

It's true to say Sweetheart widens my world of music, puts many good songs into it. Also reminds me to carefully discover the hidden message which a song contains. I pay more attention to the lyrics, ponder its meaning and note down some beautiful sentences I'm into. Seem like each of the song I can find a part of "me" within, and it's just lovely!

Music is a pure joy of life. I love it. Of course I always love music but thanks to my Sweetheart, the love for music could be able to reach its climax. Music purifies my mind and frees it up from boredom. Each night before I sleep, my unique singer lulls me by some love songs. Each morning when I wake up, if we can meet, she delights me by her voice, again. In case of not meeting each other, I enjoy myself with those shared songs. I just think music is our common way of communication. By together walking in that way, we become intimate and close. Sometimes, we stay together, without saying a word but listen to a song, or she sings for me. It's just enough to touch each other's insight. Also, my heart is opening now to self-discover other styles of music which I have never tried before. More than a surprise, there are so many good ones out there. Opps, my laptop's hard-disk is overloaded with music now. Oh yeah, my most valuable treasure!

Have you listened to music today yet? :P

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